I Believe I Can Fly

~with or without you~

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Bleed. Lyrics of my Life.

I feel like I’m drowning in ice water
My lips have turned a shade of blue
I’m frozen with this fear
That you may disappear
Before I’ve given you the truth

I’ll bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can’t say
I’m dying here ‘Cause I can’t say what I want to
I’ll bleed my heart out just for you

I’ve always dreamed about this moment
And now it’s here and I’ve turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look you in your eyes
My head is ready to explode

I’ll bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can’t say
I’m dying here
‘Cause I can’t say what I want to
I’ll bleed my heart out just for you

And it’s all here in
Black and white and red
For all the times
Those words were never said

I’ll bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can’t say
I’m dying here
‘Cause I can’t say what I want to
I’ll bleed my heart out just for you

I’ll bleed my heart out just for you.

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Bi-polar.

I think I might be bi-polar of the heart, so confusing. Wah :/ other times I could care less. And then sometimes I can’t stop hoping. But its okay because this heart is now made of stone.

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Black and Blue.

You beat me down. Never brought me up. I fell for your good looks, your asshole remarks. What did I see? I saw a fake. I saw someone who never looked at me for my beauty. Or for my personality. You looked at me to find pleasure. You used me, you used me to the point were in the end I was the only one hurt. You didnt fall, you didnt shed a tear. I did. I felt as if I did something wrong, or as if I wasnt good enough. But let me tell you sir, I am fine. I am honestly over you. I look at you and still get the butterflies, I still wish for you to love me or look at me with love. I use to stay up thinking what you were doing. I use to think if you were okay, I use to justify your actions because of what your going through. But nothing in this world justifies what you did to me. How you used me, and how you didnt even care. How you didnt care about my feelings and how you manipulated them. Yes I said I wanted you, because I thought if I gave you something. You would give me what I wanted. You. So go on, sleep with everyone and anyone. I just hope no one, and I mean no one falls as hard as I did.

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How come…

You have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don’t have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is.

I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it’ll never be, if only he needed me.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even just for a second, I crossed your mind

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What do u want.

First you take my dignity, then you make me insecure about everything. You rip me shred to shred and do things that can never be forgiven. Then you call, out of the blue. For what? For some hope for forgiveness? Like you have earned any forgiveness from me. You deserve to be stripped by each layer of skin and to rot in hell. Do you have any clue what you did to me, to my attitude towards men. Towards myself? Yet you have the balls to give me a call and bring up all the emotional scaring I have tried so hard to cover up. Thanks. Assholes.

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hesmybiglittlespoon: I just would like to say, that this is absolute bullshit. I hate how society makes people believe that this is a healthy self image to want to achieve and strive for. Being beautiful has nothing to do with your size or how skinny you are. It has to do with how you carry yourself, your confidence and how you treat others. I am 5’1” and it doesn’t matter how much I weigh, it doesn’t matter how much you weight, you can still do every single one of these things just like ‘skinny people’. So I’m not a size zero. I range from a 2-6 and I enjoy having Taco Bell every once in awhile. As long as it’s not a habit, the occasional meal will not make your tummy swell. So you are too lazy to hit the gym once in awhile. Maybe you’re not feeling it or you’re pmsing. Do you really want to be stabbing the people you hug with your ribs anyway? I personally find that more disgusting then a female who might have a bit more muscle or body. Your curves are beautiful. I for one, would definitely rather fit in with my friends who will love me, then kill myself trying to fit into a size 0 jean that is not made for 95% of real women, even the skinny ones … Beauty is not skin deep, your little waist? Isn’t what makes you normal or beautiful. Its what you do with your life, and whats in your heart. My best friend is a little on the heavy side, but she gets more guys asking for her number then anyone I know because of her confidence. So you feel more comfortable in your tankini then showing it all of in your bikini. I didn’t get my first bikini till I was 18 years old, not because I was heavy, but purely because I wasn’t ready. And don’t even get me started on the thigh’s, because mine more then just rub together, yet my boyfriend still can’t seem to take his hands or mouth off of them. So please, stop passing this image on like it’s something to be proud of. It’s not. Everyone is beautiful in their own way and your weight, or size, has nothing to do with it. 

hesmybiglittlespoon:

I just would like to say, that this is absolute bullshit.
I hate how society makes people believe that this is a healthy self image to want to achieve and strive for. Being beautiful has nothing to do with your size or how skinny you are. It has to do with how you carry yourself, your confidence and how you treat others. I am 5’1” and it doesn’t matter how much I weigh, it doesn’t matter how much you weight, you can still do every single one of these things just like ‘skinny people’.
So I’m not a size zero. I range from a 2-6 and I enjoy having Taco Bell every once in awhile. As long as it’s not a habit, the occasional meal will not make your tummy swell. So you are too lazy to hit the gym once in awhile. Maybe you’re not feeling it or you’re pmsing. Do you really want to be stabbing the people you hug with your ribs anyway? I personally find that more disgusting then a female who might have a bit more muscle or body. Your curves are beautiful. I for one, would definitely rather fit in with my friends who will love me, then kill myself trying to fit into a size 0 jean that is not made for 95% of real women, even the skinny ones … Beauty is not skin deep, your little waist? Isn’t what makes you normal or beautiful. Its what you do with your life, and whats in your heart. My best friend is a little on the heavy side, but she gets more guys asking for her number then anyone I know because of her confidence. So you feel more comfortable in your tankini then showing it all of in your bikini. I didn’t get my first bikini till I was 18 years old, not because I was heavy, but purely because I wasn’t ready. And don’t even get me started on the thigh’s, because mine more then just rub together, yet my boyfriend still can’t seem to take his hands or mouth off of them. 
So please, stop passing this image on like it’s something to be proud of. It’s not. Everyone is beautiful in their own way and your weight, or size, has nothing to do with it. 

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zeloph0bia: EVERYBODY PLEASE READ. The girl on the right is named Chelsea. She’s been missing for a little over a week (as of 1/19/11). I know it’s not a very good picture, but could we just reblog the hell out of this and try to help find her? She went missing in the New Baltimore, MI area. Even if you don’t live anywhere near there, please reblog it. It could honestly save a life. There’s an amber alert out for her, and her family is doing everything they can to help find her. Please, PLEASE reblog. Just please. For Chelsea. MISSING PERSON. REBLOG THIS. NOW.

zeloph0bia:

EVERYBODY PLEASE READ.

The girl on the right is named Chelsea. She’s been missing for a little over a week (as of 1/19/11). I know it’s not a very good picture, but could we just reblog the hell out of this and try to help find her? She went missing in the New Baltimore, MI area. Even if you don’t live anywhere near there, please reblog it. It could honestly save a life. There’s an amber alert out for her, and her family is doing everything they can to help find her. Please, PLEASE reblog. Just please. For Chelsea.

MISSING PERSON. REBLOG THIS. NOW.

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